Avenue Q – OCPAC

Yay!  We got Brian Benoit (the original Trekkie Monster, et al.)!  I was lucky enough to see him AND John Tartaglia when I first saw the show in Vegas (before it was trimmed down to 90 minutes), and it’s awesome that he loves doing the show so much that he’s now on the national tour.  Great production.  Obviously I can (and will) complain about things, but first and foremost, I had a great time!

Why didn’t the orchestra play the final hit of “My Girlfriend Who Lives In Canada”? Rod was even sitting there waiting for it?!?!?!

Why were lyrics cut from “Schadenfreude”?

Straight-A students getting B’s? Ex-es getting STD’s? Watching tourists reading maps? Seeing doormen taking naps? CEO’s getting shackled? Watching actors never reach the endings of their Oscar speech?

Brian and Christmas Eve didn’t say that they sold all their wedding gifts for money…

Why didn’t the ensemble get a bow? I mean I can understand from a certain point of view how they’d essentially just be viewed as glorified techies that help the show run smoothly, handling puppets, etc.  But one of the ensemble members came up to the Third Tier with a Nicky puppet during “The Money Song” and I thought it was a really impressive and immersive thing to do (I suspect there was also a puppet/ensemble member on the Second and First Tiers).  So why didn’t they get a bow?  Because they’re glorified techies and techies don’t get bows.  But at least they’re also understudies and will probably get their chance in the spotlight.

The Rock Church Worship Service

Paul

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Lord You Never Let Go Of Me
Everything
None But Jesus

Jon

Holy Spirit this week
2 weeks ago- listening to the voice of God
1 weeks ago- spiritual warfare
John 8:31-32
Where’s all the freedom? We know the truth, where’s our freedom.
Psalm 51:6
We remember negative things and deflect positive things
What happens when the Holy Spirit pushes truth into our innermost being
Do you believe that your heart matters to God?
Our needs, our concerns, our fears
Isaiah 61:1-3
Luke 4
Jesus’ mission: Restore people’s hearts
Take passages of scripture like these and repeat them out loud…
Gal 5:25
Proverbs ?:?
Jesus wants to replace false ideas with truth
Isaiah 45:2-3
Takes the work of God’s creation
What is He up to in my life
John 14:16
It’s like Jesus said, we need a constant counselor
Goal of a family: to see glory, encourage it and release it upon the world
Joseph
David
1 Samuel 17:28
Assault on the heart
Later called a man after God’s own heart
Peter
Turns his back on Jesus and goes fishing
Jesus repeats their first encounter
Then they have a cookout
Jesus needs to heal Peter’s heart first
Do you love me? x3
In order to heal you I must wound you
We need to know that our hearts matter to God

Proverbs 20:5
Counselors, friends, spouses, parents
As we do relationships, what are we looking for?
Fig leaves discussion with Tim Morrey (Torrance pastor)
Elaborate fig leaves to hide behind
Hiding behind achievements, false self
This can’t be all their is to this person: I want to go deeper
If this is Adam or Eve, what’s missing? Kindness perhaps
3. We do not turn relationships into projects
I want to go after your heart
What am I offering to this person?
Glory released or past sins exposed?
We can beat each other up over past sins, but that doesn’t get us to glory
This will cause wounds
Wounds based on lies
We create agreements with these lies and build up a false self, an even more elaborate fig leaf
What are the wounds keeping you from doing?
Recurring wound since teenager
The devil keeps pressing that button
Come Holy Spirit, come
God wants our heart

Paul

I Receive

The Rock Church Worship Service

Paul

All Who Are Thirsty
Hosanna
Hosana = deliver us
Mighty To Save
Your Name
Revelation Song

Jon

10 years ago he and Shannon were youth pastors at Bel Air Church, driving home to Alta Dena
Stopped walking casually to his car when he saw a mountain lion in the parking lot
1 Peter 5:8-9
Spiritual warfare
It’s not for elites
It’s part of daily Christian life
Revelation 12 defines the battleground
Satan doesn’t cease to exist if you don’t think about
John 10:10
Do we want the freedom Jesus is offerring?
Genesis 1:26-28
Subdue Earth and have dominion
Designed to rule
Adam goes passive, wimpy
At the end of time, we will reign and rule with Christ
Matthew 25:14-23
Talents
Put into positions of responsibilities
Don’t want to sing in a heavenly choir for all time
Enter into the joy of your master
Get to work
Matthew 25:31-34
Original job description: rule and reign
We all have a drive to do something that will last forever
Responding to the voice of God with wisdom
1 John 5:19
Matthew 4
We lost our job in the fall
Through Jesus, we won the role back
Matthew 28:18
Luke 10:1
Even the demons submitted to His Name
Luke 10:19
Luke 4
Ephesians 2:6
Be watchful, for there is an enemy
Remember childhood, past relationships
Hurtful things never go away
Keep hearings tapes reminding you of past invaluableness
Life is working and this thing seeps back into you
Abandonment, stupidity, accused
Over and over again
The devil goes after us through our sensitive areas
People’s faces usually triggers it
Ephesians 4:26-27
The enemy usually gets in through unresolved issuses, emotions
Devil is always looking for a foothold
Relationships are a big one
Breaks down comunication
Destruction, devour, rip, destroy, maul
We have been given authority by Jesus and we need to start living it, start practicing
John 15
Abide in you
Romans 12:1
Offer up your body
Plead the blood of Jesus Christ
Revelation 12:10-11
Blood of lamb, strength of our testimony
Married men have a responsibility to pray for your family
Husbands are the heads of their families
Parents, siblings, community
Thank you for this authority
3. Go to the resurrection
Now a new creation
Galatians 2:20
I don’t make verbal agreements with the enemy anymore
Christ is now my life, my families life
After resurrection, ascension
Authority over the world, took back the keys to the kingdom
Accept Him as the deliverer
Collosians 2:15
Ephesians 6:10-12
Rulers, authorities, foul spirits are our enemies, not our neighbors
Say these things out loud
Satan and demons are experts at human nature
Lies, deceptions, twists
Wait for it to hit and then they dump on you, pounding on old wounds
Jesus acted verbally
Out loud, bring the cross and the blood to Satan
Collosians 2
1 John 5
Luke 10
Discouragement
Get specific and speak against it
Jesus asked the demons name and addressed it directly
2 Corinthians 3
It’s all about freedom
That’s the effect of the Gospel
Pray for clarity
Galatians 5:25
Live and walk by the Spirit
Ephesians 1:3
6. Placing the armor of God on our life
Eph 6:13-18
Pray all the time
Truth, righteousness, Gospel, faith, salvation
We desperately need intercessors
Peter and Paul are constantly saying, \”Pray for us\”
Do you have someone praying over you?
Luke 10:17-20
Life, intimacy
Freedom
Authority
Life only through warfare
Ignore it or obsess over it
Last week: walking with God
This week: enemy looking to constantly devour us

Nothing more vulnerable than not knowing you are at war
Something about to drive you mad
Enemy isn’t flesh and blood, weapons aren’t being pithy or winning an argument

Paul

The Stand

Race To Witch Mountain

Can you judge a franchise film without being familiar with it’s predecessors? Can a film stand on it’s own regardless of it’s origins? Who am I to judge…I enjoyed this movie very much, despite (or thanks to) having never seen the original Witch Mountain movies (released in the late 70′s by the Walt Disney Company).

Dwayne Johnson is a very capable action comedy hero (don’t go in the pimped out fridge Jack…), and I very much enjoy his acting. Carla Gugina once again gets to have fun in a supporting actress role (from Spy Kids to Watchmen, she just keeps working it on screen…). Anna SophiaRobb (Bridge To Terabithia, Because Of Winn-Dixie) is joined by newcomer Alexander Ludwig as insensitive-but-loveable aliens on a mission.

Brsinger – Christopher Paolini

Delightful! Although I find rather disturbing the amount of parallels I continue to spy between the Inheritance cycle and the original Star Wars trilogy (at least plot wise)…especially during the recap of the first two books at the beginning.

Part the First:

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Farm boy's boring life explosively interrupted by exciting worldly politics; Story about an ancient race of peacekeepers with magical powers that died out due to betrayal leading to the current oppressive regime; Farm boy's surrogate parent(s) killed and farm boy runs from danger with the town's storyteller; Storyteller reveals he is one of the surviving peacekeepers and begins to train farm boy in their ancient ways; Storyteller is killed by primary henchman of the evil leader; Cocksure stranger aids the farm boy in his quest to join the rebellion, but wants nothing to do with the rebellion himself; Farm boy and stranger rescue princess from primary henchman's headquarters; Farm boy and stranger escort princess to rebellion headquarters; Farm boy helps rebellion win against a massive army.


Part the Second:

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Farm boy receives vision instructing him to travel a great distance to continue his training with the last surviving peacekeeper; Farm boy gets permission from the rebellion to continue his training and travels a great distance; Farm boy begins training; Great magic occurs, proving the importance of training to the farm boy; Farm boy leaves prematurely in order to aid his friends in a battle, promising to return; Battle is joined, but the empire has a new advantage/primary henchman: farm boy's blood relative!!!


Part the Third:

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Farm boy helps his friend rescue a damsel in distress; Farm boy temporarily leaves the rebellion to finish his training and learns a great secret that will aid him in defeating the empire; Farm boy learns the truth about his lineage from a vision of the storyteller; Farm boy returns to battle and helps the rebellion triumph...but the empire is still in control.

There were a couple of points in the book were I actually jumped ahead by a couple of chapters to resume what *I* thought was a more interesting part of the story:  Roran’s military adventures.  The dwarven politics was probably the driest part of the book (albeit interesting…just a little dry) and some of Paolini’s cliffhanger choices seemed a little intolerable to me.  But it all worked out alright.

I am also very much a fan of Paolini’s skill at turning phrases…

“[Roran discussing Eragon's feelings for Arya] ‘Be honest.  You dote upon her words as if each one were a diamond, and your gaze lingers upon her as if you were starving and she a grand feast arrayed an inch beyond your reach’” (page 25).

“[Sloan the butcher cursing at Eragon] ‘You’re nothing but the yellow-bellied offspring of a canker-ridden bunter.  You’re a bastard you are, and an unlicked cub; a dung-splattered, tallow-faced rock-gnasher; a puking villain and a noxious toad;  the runy, mewling spawn of a greasy sow.  I wouldn’t give you my last crust if you were starving, or a drop of water if you were burning, or a beggar’s grave if you were dead.  You have pus for marrow and fungus for brains, and you’re a scug-backed cheek-biter!’” (page 90).

“Fadawar’s men were garbed in the same fashion, although less opulently.  The gold they wore served to proclaim not only their wealth but also the status and deeds of each individual and the skill of their tribe’s far-famed craftsmen. As either nomads or city dwellers, the dark-skinned peoples of Alagaësia had long been renowned for the quality of their jewelry, which at its best rivaled that of the dwarves” (page 98).  Is Paolini making some commentary on rappers and “bling” via allusion?

“‘As soon as our child is born, you will go to Aberon, not Dauth; it is less likely to be attacked.  And if Aberon becomes too dangerous, then you will go to the Beor Mountains and live with the dwarves.  And if Galbatorix strikes at the dwarves, then you will go to the elves in Du Weldenvarden.’  ‘And if Galbatorix attacks Du Weldenvarden, I will fly to the moon and raise our child among the spirits who inhabit the heavens.’  ‘And they will bow down to you and make you their queen, as you deserve’” (page 356).  Ah romance.

“…the prowess of a dragon and Rider is measure not only by how well they work together but also by how well they can function when apart.  We are both ature enough to operate independently of eath other, Eragon, however much we may dislike the prospect” (page 365).

“[Nar Garzhvog describes some of the Urgal traditions] ‘We take logs, and we carve them with faces of the animals of the mountains, and these we bury upright by our houses so they will frighten away the spirits of the wild.  Sometimes the poles almost seem to be alive.  When you walk into one of our villages, you can feel the eyes of all the carved animals watching you…By the doorway of each hut, we hang the namna.  It is a strip of cloth as wide as my outstretched hand.  The namna are brightly colored, and the patterns on them depict the history of the family that lives in that hut.  Only the oldest and most skilled weavers are allowed to add to a namna or to reweave one if it becomes damaged…During the months of winter, those who have mates work with them on their hearth rug.  It takes at least five years to finish such a rug, so by the time it is done, you know whether you have made a good choice of mate’” (page 391).  I am fascinated with Paolini’s design of the Urgals.  They are essentially traditional orcs in design, but their culture is far less bloodthirsty than traditional orcs.   Very Native American and *I* think very cool.

“[Roran taunts soldiers to bait his trap] ‘Ho there, you cowering carrion dogs!  See how only eleven of us bar your way.  Win past us, and you win your freedom.  Try your hand if you have the guts.  What?  You hesitate?  Where is your manhood, you deformed maggots, you bilious, swine-faced murderers?  Your fathers were dribbling half-wits who should have been drowned at birth!  Aye, and your mothers were poxy trollops and the consorts of Urgals! … Cowards you are, every last one of you, you verminous river rats!  If it will give you spine, then know this:  Roran Stronghammer is my name, and Eragon Shadeslayer is my cousin!  Kill me, and that foul king of yours will reward you with an earldom, or more.  But you will have to kill me with a blade; your crowssbows are no use against me.  Come now, you slugs; you leeches; you starving, white-bellied ticks!  Come and best me if you can!’” (page 518).

“It occurred to Eragon that althought he dwarves wer ethe shortest of the races, they built the biggest structures in Alagaësia, which seemed odd to him.  Perhaps, he thought, by making such enormous objects, they do not feel so small themselves. He almost mentioned his theory to Orik but at the last moment decided that it might offend him, so he held his tongue” (page 545).  BWAHA!

“A strange sense of unease troubled Eragon.  He had often longed to be treated as more of an adult, but nevertheless, he did not feel ready to take Oromis’s place.  It seemed wrong to even contemplate the notion.  For the first time, Eragon understood that he would eventually become part of the older generation, and that when he did, hee would have no mentor to rely upon for guidance” (page 692).

“…pouring cauldrons of boiling oil between the merlons of parapet…” (page 702).  Expanding my medieval dictionary!  Merlon (n) : any of the projections between the embrasures of a battlement.

The Rock Church Worship Service

Paul

Famous One
Everything
Kennedy Family Dedication
Holy Is The Lord
Anthem To The King
You Are So Good To Me

Jon

Exo 3:8
God comes down to us
Brought Moses to rescue Israel
1 Peter 2:9
Not race or class nor gender, but a new community
To make His name known through us
Bring people out of darkness and into the light
Can’t stay in a safe place, must go to the pagan land
Not really milk and honey but agrarian flourishment
Middle East had milk land (sheep/goatherds) and honey land (farmer)
Bee honey and fig/date/fruit-tree honey
Two regions
Milk west of Dead Sea, Honey east (Negev region) – where they wandered
Wilderness means test of faith
What it means to rely completely on God
Had to learn dependance…discipleship
40 is significant number/period of time
40 days from resurrection to acenscion – talked about the Kingdom
Land of honey is where God rewards steps of faith
Out of the land of milk into land of honey
I know I cannot make it this day without God
If you have a tight hold of His hand, you will represent me
Luke 4:18-19
God is preparing us to make a difference in society
Had to depend on God completely
Tempted by pagan rituals around them
Got sucked into pagan culture and became just like everyone else…complaining, bickering
Begin to let go of God and wander in the land of honey
When our little systems don’t work and we have to trust God, we start to panic
Tough to wake up in our current reality and not thank God for every breath
Jeremiah 2:2
Waddi is a valley which is gritty and rough caused by flows of water
Matt 7:24-27
But a lot of our houses are built on sand
Perhaps Jesus is talking about building our house in a waddi
Putting our faith in inadequate things: people, systems, things we think can save us but really can’t
$50,000 check to The Rock Church is a good thing
We’re small, but we fight way above our weight class
When objects of desire get washed away, we sometimes get washed away with them
Youth of the City is a big part of that
Men’s Ministry
Women’s Ministry
Flow
Gods fingerprints on our walls
Uganda Ministry
Out of land of faith into land of influence
Where do I go for life?
What is my heart linked to? Is it built on rock or in waddi’s?
Am I building my life on You Lord? Or on things that will wash away?

Paul

Lord, I Give You My Heart

42nd Street – Rose Center for the Performing Arts

Great individual performances, horrible combination.

Great sounding tracked orchestra. Oscar was a real piano player with bad hair (not period hair I mean), and also played weird interludes during the barfly scene. Speaking of that scene, Abner Dillon wasn’t heavyset with a handlebar mustache, so he was a cobra and a hick instead of cobra and a walrus….boo! Although the theatre was well used because they had a balcony set piece for Dorothy’s hotel room. And speaking of the balcony, they cut the doctor scene at the top of Act 2 and opened with Sunny Side (To Every Situation)…what the deuce! And the worstest part is after Sunny Side they ran up to the other balcony where they could have done the damn doctor scene!!!! WTFH!?!?!?!!!! Just doesn’t make any damn sense…

Oh! And they mixed up Shuffle Off To Buffalo! Traditionally, Bert Barry gets married to Anytime Annie and Maggie Jones plays the sarcastic older woman saying “Matrimony is baloney”, etc.  But for whatever reason, Bert marries Maggie and then Annie who doesn’t look like she has the age/experience to say marriage is crap, says marriage is crap!  It just doesn’t make any sense.

The tap dancing was good…Peggy Sawyer was good…Billy Lawler was good…

Billy’s character in “Pretty Lady” got shot which is the traditional ending which I heartily approve of…but there were just so many annoying things… :(

Watchmen

Things I Missed From The Book
Death of Hollis Mason (what, Stephen McHattie is too cool to kill?)
Doctor Manhattan’s line on Mars: in a minute you’re going to tell me you’re sleeping with Daniel
Lori and Comedian flashback “only once”

Despite those missed moments, I didn’t have as many mixed feelings against this movie as I did Harry Potter 3 (which I guess is a good thing…I got pretty upset with Potter 3 more on adaptation issues than anything else).

I didn’t mind the changed ending: unless you’re going to make a four hour epic instead of a three hour epic, there’s no way you could actually do the book’s ending…they did what they had to in order to make the movie work and I accept that. What they were able to accomplish with the movie was quite spectacular.

Tim over at CAD.com said it best when he calls the film a delightful companion to the book: that it doesn’t replace the book and shouldn’t be interpreted as such.  I also appreciate Scott Kurtz’ take from PVP.com.  Also worth looking at is a preview of David Maliki’s novelization on his comic/blog Wondermark

Entertainment Weekly reports that Tales of the Black Freighter (the comic book subplot that runs throughout the book) will be released as it’s own DVD, which to me is bad marketing – release it as the 2nd disc of Watchmen…or the 3rd…however many it takes! Or is that in fact “good marketing” because it forces people to buy 2 separate products? Damned corporate culture!

Also glad that my midnight showing (despite being in the very front row) didn’t have enough giggling teenage boys when Doc Manhattan is shown in the nude…thank God!

The Rock Church Worship Service

Paul

Praise To The Lord Almighty (waltz)
Holy One (half/full time lindy)
Dedication of Sarah Grace Wilson (Pastor Jon’s niece)
Paul: creating a membership for this church is a big thing
We’re now too big to fail? ;)
Blessed Be Your Name
Our God Saves
All I Need Is You
Our economy may be down…but not God’s…not the economy of the kingdom of heaven

Announcements

Friday, March 13, youth praise art dance night here

Sterling Dogood

Printed financial info for January

Mick Wilson (Jon’s brother-in-law)

Last spoke with Ernie to the men at the retreat
Do we move and look for a house? All the affects
Moved to a new tract house
Who is the true youth pastor in your family?
Fathers are the true shepherds of the family
The good heart
When house hunting you look at the living room, then you move through the arch an you find an even greater room
Don’t just live in the living room
Gen 1:3-5,26-27
We were created with an inbound glory, but we rejected it 2 chapters later and fell… 2 chapters later Cain murders Abel…2 chapters later we’ve got the flood wiping us out
Jeremiah 17:9
Jer 31:31-33
The heart is a person’s desire
The real you
Your core
Ezekiel 36:26-27
The laws don’t change your heart, I will give you a new heart
Isaiah 53:1-10
Someone has to die for the new heart
Matt 1:21
The journey on the word “saved”
Senior at University of Colorado
Jesus takes the rebellion on himself and the slate is wiped clean
Positional righteousness
God looks at us through Christ-colored glasses
God sees the glory, but I’m really a dope
Created a poser
Doing these good Christian things
But heart isn’t right…
Isolates you from the community because “you’re not like them”
What does saved mean?
Romans 2:28-29
Deep surgery
Acts 15:6-10
The heart is no longer wicked…something has changed…
1 Timothy 1:5
Good conscience, pure actions
2 Timothy 2:22
Eph 3:16
Son of God dwelling in our hearts
A wicked heart???
Romans 8:11
Life through Him living in you
Raising was all about the cross, Gospels build up to the cross…but in Acts and Romans the resurrection is pretty important
Romans 7:15-22
No longer I myself who do it…for in my inner being I delight in God’s line
Grocery checkout – candy and eye candy
Guys we lean towards the eye candy…but at our core we want to be faithful to our wives
Something else is battling inside of me
Luke 6:43-45
Do we challenge the thorns to grow grapes or do we rip them out of there?
Luke 8:15
Noble and good heart
Perserverance indicates the battle inhereit
Sexual purity – don’t be sexually impure
GOESTPOPCORN
Eph 5
Being thankful fir Christ
You don’t do impure things becayse they are bad, you do bad things because you are impure, have an impure heart
5:8 now you are light of the Lord
After being saved, he started drinking OJ at fraternity parties instead of screwdrivers
Why don’t screwdrivers satisfy my thirst? Why does orange juice suddenly taste so good?
Emotional hangover
Genesis 1:3 let there be light; it is good
2 Cor 4:5-6
3:17-18, 4:16-18
Being transformed into His likeness
Analogy
Porsche
Gorgeous creation (pre Gen 3)
Slammed it into a light pole
Piles of wrecked cars
Body shop (what He does)
The enemy attacks the heart
We’re not jars of clay with God inside us…we have wicked hearts…we are impure
Wild At Heart/Captivating
Restoration Covenant in Redwood
Let God’s voice be true
God knows your heart…walk with God
If it’s too good to be true, it’s God
God: I know you, I will provide for you
Hebrews 13: I will NEVER leave you
You must carve out time to be with me
As man and wife, they pull the glory out of each other
God is not just about forgiveness, but redemption
Not about religion, it’s about life

Paul

Majesty